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EAST JESUS

by Bleach Wave

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1.
DRAIN 04:57
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I’ve got a hole inside my chest It’s like an endless void inside That cannot be filled It can just be covered up You try to tell me that I’m blessed The only blessing is That I got away from you Yeah you fucked me up the most Don’t pray for me I’ll be fine I’m just glad I’m finally free You just can’t see Your decline Self righteousness stains your knees I reached for you I said “Please be my escape Get me through the day.” I hear them say “Pray away the pain. Wash it down the drain.” I’ve got these thoughts inside my head I hate myself on principle Cuz you’d hate me too If you only knew the truth I replay what the scriptures said Every night I prayed to God But he turned his back And he left me here for dead Pray pray pray Pray away the pain Wash wash wash Wash it down the drain Pray pray pray Pray away the pain Wash wash wash Wash it down the drain I reached for you I said “Please be my escape Get me through the day.” I hear them say “Pray away the pain. Wash it down the drain.” I reached for you I said “Please be my escape Get me through the day.” I hear them say “Pray away the pain. Wash it down the drain.” I reached for you I said “Please be my escape Get me through the day.” I hear them say “Pray away the pain. Wash it down the drain.” I reached for you I said “Please be my escape Get me through the day.” I hear them say “Pray away the pain. Wash it down the drain.”
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PEPPERMINT BLISS 04:10
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I found a way To drown out all the pain Inhale the smell Of palm trees after rain I drive and drive To ease my restless brain I wash away My sorrow down the drain Today I can see the world From heights as high as space Today It just feels for once Like I’m in the right place I won’t come down I’ve never felt a high quite like this I slowly drown In a pool of peppermint bliss I hate myself A little less today I watch the clouds They slowly fade away The citrus rays Pierce holes into the gray I’d thank the lord But that’s just so cliche Today I can see the world From heights as high as space Today It just feels for once Like I’m in the right place I won’t come down I’ve never felt a high quite like this I slowly drown In a pool of peppermint bliss Can you tell me something? How the hell did I get here? And can you tell me something? How the hell did gravity Let me get so far off the ground? Doo doo doo doo Doo doo doo doo Doo doo doo doo I won’t come down I’ve never felt a high quite like this I slowly drown In a pool of peppermint bliss
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PROBLEM 03:40
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I threw all the faith I had away I had to keep a straight face Just to make it through the day There was only so much I could take But when you bottle up the pain Over time the glass will break Hey you Got a fucking problem? Fuck you You’re the fucking problem! Hey you Got a fucking problem? Fuck you You’re the fucking problem! You pushed your whole family away So keep on lying to yourself And say that everything’s okay Everyday you bow your head and pray But you’re just talking to yourself And God has nothing nice to say Hey you Got a fucking problem? Fuck you You’re the fucking problem! Hey you Got a fucking problem? Fuck you You’re the fucking problem! So keep your thoughts to yourself And shut your damn mouth Take your lies and your God And get the fuck out Take your lies and your God And get the fuck out Get the fuck out Get the fuck out Look into the mirror When you say that there’s a problem with me You must be pretty damn smart With your Jesus and your college degree Goodbye I don’t give a good goddamn If I never see your face again Again again again again Hey you Got a fucking problem? Fuck you You’re the fucking problem! Hey you Got a fucking problem? Fuck you You’re the fucking problem! So keep your thoughts to yourself And shut your damn mouth Take your lies and your God And get the fuck out Take your lies and your God And get the fuck out Get the fuck out Get the fuck out
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GOD IS LOVE 04:57
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You’re like a phantom In the darkness of my mind When I flip the lights on You disappear before my eyes I call your name out But I’m left with no reply Are you really out there Or is your love just a lie? Yeah yeah yeah Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh I thought you loved me But your love was all a lie I’m an abomination I am worthless in your eyes How could you love me When you’d send me straight to hell? Why’d you make me like this If I could never be myself? Yeah yeah yeah If God is love Love is blind I should have seen your other side If God is love Then I guess love is all a lie Yeah yeah yeah I thought I loved you Then I saw your other side You’re like a fucking cancer Killing me on the inside But then I cut you out Just in time to stop the spread So now lobotomize me Get the fear out of my head Yeah yeah yeah If God is love Love is blind I should have seen your other side If God is love Then I guess love is all a lie Yeah yeah yeah If God is love Love is blind I should have seen your other side If God is love Then I guess love is all a lie Yeah yeah yeah Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh Yeah yeah yeah If God is love Love is blind I should have seen your other side If God is love Then I guess love is all a lie Yeah yeah yeah If God is love Love is blind I should have seen your other side If God is love Then I guess love is all a lie Yeah yeah yeah
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TOXIC 03:26
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You’re kind of like a disease Nobody wants you But you’ll always be around To make us sick You poison everyone around You’re so toxic Toxic You project yourself on to me Then take a hammer to the mirror Just you can’t see your own face It’s a shattered reflection You reject to escape God’s rejection So keep on telling yourself So keep on telling yourself That you’re not going to hell Ooh ooh ooh Yeah God just an excuse God just an excuse To do the things that you do You’re kind of like a disease Nobody wants you But you’ll always be around To make us sick You poison everyone around You’re so toxic Toxic You drive the nails through your wrists Act like a savior But your just a fucking hypocrite Should I write all this down in red letters Like Jesus so you understand better? So keep on telling yourself So keep on telling yourself That you’re not going to hell Ooh ooh ooh Yeah God is just an excuse God is just an excuse To do the things that you do You’re kind of like a disease Nobody wants you But you’ll always be around To make us sick You poison everyone around You’re so toxic Toxic Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh Toxic Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh Toxic You’re kind of like a disease Nobody wants you But you’ll always be around To make us sick You poison everyone around You’re so toxic Toxic You’re kind of like a disease Nobody wants you But you’ll always be around To make us sick You poison everyone around You’re so toxic Toxic Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh Toxic Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh Toxic
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GODDAMN 03:45
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They say that rock n’ roll’s dead dead dead But you stupid motherfuckers ain’t kill kill me yet I’d take a bullet to the head head head Before I let you bitches forget get get Don’t give a fuck what you say Don’t give a fuck what you say Don’t give a fuck what you say say say say Don’t give a fuck what you say Don’t give a fuck what you say Don’t give a fuck what you say say say say Please tell me something that I don’t know Your life is all show You cast the first stone So get up and get out Out my face now I’ve heard it all before So where’s your grace now? Go tell someone who cares Goddamn goddamn Goddamn goddamn Goddamn goddamn Goddamnit I don’t really give a god goddamn About Jesus Christ or what you’re thinking You say that you can walk walk on water But I see you sink sink sinking Get that shit out of my face Get that shit out of my face Get that shit out of my face face face face Get that shit out of my face Get that shit out of my face Get that shit out of my face face face face Please tell me something that I don’t know Your life is all show You cast the first stone So get up and get out Out my face now I’ve heard it all before So where’s your grace now? Go tell someone who cares Goddamn goddamn Goddamn goddamn Goddamn goddamn Goddamnit Goddamn goddamn Goddamn goddamn Goddamn goddamn Goddamnit Get that shit out of my face Out of my face Out of my face Bitch! Goddamn goddamn Goddamn goddamn Goddamn goddamn Goddamnit
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OVER MY HEAD 07:13
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Throw away yesterday Try to make it through today Lay awake then repeat tomorrow Who am I? Is this real? Overthink then under feel Going numb is the best distraction Oh oh oh oh I try so hard Oh oh oh oh But will that ever be enough? Oh oh oh oh I feel so far Oh oh oh oh Sometimes I feel like I’m just In in in over my head In in in over my head In in in over my head In in in over my head Will I live out my dreams Or dwell in uncertainty? Counting days as my hope slowly dies Will I fail like they said? Be forgotten when I dead? Fade away to less than a memory? I try to keep my head up high But I feel like I’m sinking Slowly down into my thoughts I cannot stop this overthinking I try to keep my head up high But I feel like I’m sinking Slowly down into my thoughts I cannot stop this overthinking Oh oh oh oh I try so hard Oh oh oh oh But will that ever be enough? Oh oh oh oh I feel so far Oh oh oh oh Sometimes I feel like I’m just In in in over my head In in in over my head In in in over my head In in in over my head Oh oh oh oh I’ve come too far Oh oh oh oh To give up everything Oh oh oh oh I disregard Oh oh oh oh The thoughts that tell me I’m just In in in over my head In in in over my head In in in over my head In in in over my head In in in over my head (I’ve come too far) In in in over my head (To give up everything) In in in over my head (I disregard) In in in over my head (The thoughts that tell me I’m just) In in in over my head In in in over my head In in in over my head In in in over my head
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EAST JESUS 04:44
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Na na na na na Na na Na na na Na na Na na na na na Na na Na na na na Na na na na na Na na Na na na Na na Na na na na na Na na Na na na na I walk through the desert With my eyes straight forward I can’t look back Or my flesh will turn to stone and I’ll wither I wander out To the barren wastelands of All of my doubts And the fears that I’ve run from I’ve gone astray So far away I found myself along the way Na na na na na Na na Na na na Na na I sing to myself As I wander out in East Jesus Far away From everything I’ve ever known I stand at the edge of tomorrow With my eyes closed and I leap I wander out To the barren wastelands of All of my doubts And the fears that I’ve run from I’ve gone astray So far away I found myself along the way Na na na na na Na na Na na na Na na I sing to myself As I wander out in East Jesus I’ve gone astray So far away I found myself along the way Na na na na na Na na Na na na Na na I sing to myself as I… I’ve gone astray So far away I found myself along the way Na na na na na Na na Na na na Na na I sing to myself As I wander out in East Jesus
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GASLIGHTER 03:54
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You built this house in my head To keep me trapped in Strike a match Burn it down to save your own skin Every word that you speak Drips like venom from your teeth Feigning your every move Just to shift the blame off you Gaslighter Gaslighter Don’t play you’ll get burned Gaslighter Gaslighter Don’t play you’ll get burned You wear me down constantly I dissolve daily Downplay my suffering Guess I’m just crazy Every word that you speak Drips like venom from your teeth Feigning your every move Just to shift the blame off you Gaslighter Gaslighter Don’t play you’ll get burned Gaslighter Gaslighter Don’t play you’ll get burned I hope that you fucking catch on fire Make me question my own sanity You’ve kept me under lock and key For the last time Catch fire and burn away You’re gonna catch fire and burn away If you play around with matches Then there’s hell to pay You’re gonna You’re gonna You’re gonna You’re gonna You’re gonna catch fire and burn away You’re gonna catch fire and burn away If you play around with matches Then there’s hell to pay You’re gonna You’re gonna You’re gonna You’re gonna burn Nothing that you can do Will replace your lies with truth Burn away all the proof I still smell the fumes on you Gaslighter Gaslighter Don’t play you’ll get burned Gaslighter Gaslighter Don’t play you’ll get burned I hope that you fucking catch on fire
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TEMPORARY 03:56
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Every time I look into your eyes It reminds that everything dies I can hold my breath before I go But that won’t buy me too much time You can climb your way to heaven But when you get there You’ll just see yourself dead and buried You can try to live forever But that’s such a shame Cuz everything is temporary Every time I think about the end I wonder what I’ll leave behind And will anyone remember me Or will the memories just die? You can climb your way to heaven But when you get there You’ll just see yourself dead and buried You can try to live forever But that’s such a shame Cuz everything is temporary When you die Will you be set free Or trapped here For eternity? When you go Is there more to see? Just like life Is death temporary? You can climb your way to heaven But when you get there You’ll just see yourself dead and buried You can try to live forever But that’s such a shame Cuz everything is temporary You can climb your way to heaven But when you get there You’ll just see yourself dead and buried You can try to live forever But that’s such a shame Cuz everything is temporary Temporary Temporary Aye aye aye Temporary Temporary Aye aye aye
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SALTON SEA (PARADISE FADES) 08:06
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I open my eyes Happiness withers and dies The heaven that I once knew Slowly falls from the sky It falls to earth Then becomes one with the dirt Washed away Yet the sea’s waves Will never quench it’s thirst I sit and watch paradise Disappear before my eyes Underneath the shade I watch my paradise fade But I’ve found my solace here I watch heaven disappear Eyes closed shut I see heaven as a memory All that’s left is a wasteland Just like the Salton Sea I walk the beach The fumes burn my eyes like bleach All my prayers wash up on shore My faith sinks underneath I sit and watch paradise Disappear before my eyes Underneath the shade I watch my paradise fade But I’ve found my solace here I watch heaven disappear Underneath the shade I watch my paradise fade But I’ve found my solace here I watch heaven disappear Underneath the waves I watch myself fall from grace But I’ve found my solace here I watch my faith disappear Underneath the waves I watch myself fall from grace But I’ve found my solace here I watch my faith disappear Underneath the shade I watch my paradise fade But I’ve found my solace here I watch heaven disappear Underneath the shade I watch my paradise fade But I’ve found my solace here I watch heaven disappear

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released March 26, 2021

All songs written, performed, produced, engineered, mixed, and mastered by Cameron McBride.

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